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Me signing my diploma by mairdread Me signing my diploma :iconmairdread:mairdread 0 6 Magistra Dark Stables by mairdread Magistra Dark Stables :iconmairdread:mairdread 2 2
Missing him
As I see him drive away
My heart starts to beat
I can't stop thinking about him
As I see him drive away
I want to shout
And tell him to stay
But I know that he has to go
But I'm already missing him
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Me by mairdread Me :iconmairdread:mairdread 0 4 Me 2 by mairdread Me 2 :iconmairdread:mairdread 1 0 Me 1 by mairdread Me 1 :iconmairdread:mairdread 1 5
How can I look at you?
When you dance with a girl
When you think about her

How can I look at you?
When I don't know how life will be
When I know that she will never me

How can I look at you?
When time flies by
When it was us and now is I

How can I think about you?
When you make me feel tired
When you make me feel broken

Still I can't stop looking at you
Still I can't stop thinking about you

Next time
Please look at me
Please think of me
Please hold me
Please dance with me

Never stopped loving you
I guess....
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A kiss
Make me feel like an angel,
When you kiss my hand.
Make me feel like a lady,
When you kiss my cheek.
Makee me feel like a girl,
When you kiss me gently.
Make me feel like a woman,
When you kiss me sweetly.
Make me feel like lover.
When you kiss me with desire.

Never kiss me,
When I say no.
Never kiss me,
When you actually want her.
Never kiss me,
When you want me but have her.
Never kiss me,
When you don't love me.

Make me feel like an angel.
Make me feel like a lady.
Make me feel like a girl.
Make me feel like a woman.
Make me feel like a lover.

But never make me feel like a whore!
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A panorama of my room by mairdread A panorama of my room :iconmairdread:mairdread 0 13
Love, it's a mess
Love, it's a test
A test for your heart,
That is running hard,
For a boy,
Kiss me,
Touch me,
Hold me,
Don't let me wait,
I'm jealous of her,
For she is,
In your arms,
I'm jealous of her,
For she is,
The one you want,
I'm jealous of her,
For she is,
The one I want to be.
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You've ripped my heart out,
And now it is in your possesion,
I know that I will get it back in time,
Even though I don't know when,
For you don't know that you have it,
For it's my secret,
But now you know,
I accept your decision,
For there is nothing I can do,
To let you change your mind,
But always remember,
That I will never forget us,
And please,
Bring in time,
Back what is,
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Hold me close to your heart,
I will keep it safe,
Hold me close to your heart,
I will keep it close,
But promise me,
That you will do the same with mine,
But promise me,
You will give it back in time,
I hope it will stay with you,
But once you will leave me,
Or I will leave you.
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For your love
You have put a knife in my heart,
You have ripped me apart,
But still it beats,
For your love,
It beats on the rythm of our love,
For I know that you love me too,
Even though you son't say it,
Or show it,
One touch makes me crazy,
One look makes me breathless,
I see you stand,
And feel the knife aching,
For my hearts beats faster,
When you are near,
My body screams for you,
For your love!
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Her story
My name is Estrelita Bloodrose,
I'm a dark faerie,
A faerie of war and chaos,
Once I was in love,
With a knight,
Who fought with my country,
Who fought with me,
But now,
I'm the one who is fighting,
With my heart,
I begged him,
When he took me to his land,
Where he put me in a dungeon,
But he didn't know,
That the moment he walked away,
He took my heart with him,
When I was freed from his land,
My father promised me his head on a stick,
But instead I jammed a knife through my heart,
When I was in the second world,
A world between life and death,
I noticed something,
All this time,
I held his heart in my hand,
And now I was away from my land,
I felt a hand in mine,
And saw him next to me,
He killed him self,
for me.
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Never stopped loving you, E
Never thought that I would miss you,
Never thought that I would
Never thought that you would be in my mind allday,
Never thought that I would be crying inside allday
I'm thinking about you all the time,
Ever since we went a part
I know this is for the better
For we have nothing incommon
But still I regret,
That I have let you go
But now you have her,
And we both now
That we will never be together again.
I'm sorry to say,
That I have never stopped loving you.
Don't forget me E...for I won't forget you
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Hi, I'm Mairdread..I'm a pretty princess :P So I'm 17 years old. I love to draw but I suck at it, I love to sing but I suck at that too. I life with me folks and me guinea pig. I come from Holland, a rainy land. Uhm, not much to tell... So I say bye bye
Yesterday I finally got my tattoo. It took me five months to convince my mom and I was now on the edge between: I really want it and I am really scared!!
I have it on the inside of my left wrist and it says "Papa". Dutch word for Daddy, even though some English speaking people also use it. The tattoo contains his ashes, so that makes it even more special.
It did hurt, won't lie about that. I used some kind of ointment that would numb the skin, well that didn't work..... It did work for my mom, so that was weird xD
I will upload a picture (if there is any interest in it, I mean it is just a tattoo...) after it has healed and that will take another 2 weeks or so.

Hope y'all have a good time!!

  • Listening to: The tv and my guinea pig
  • Reading: this page
  • Watching: this line
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

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kittyocean Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday!
mairdread Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you!!! :D
artsyfartsyness Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2012  Student General Artist
THANKS FOR THE :+fav: on [link] :iconawesomenessplz:

i'm also doing the 30 day drawing challenge!!! check it out if you would like XD [link]
Illeander Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the :+fav:!
KaysThoughts Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2012
Thank you so much for faving :heart:
RawPoetry Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012   Photographer
thankya bunches for the favorite! :love:
mairdread Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
you're welcome!! :D
ChisSweetArt Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
maiarcita Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2012
Thankss for :iconanimatedsustenida:
On "The Crown"
I really appreciate :iconcocoloveplz: :rose:
mairdread Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
you're welcome ;)
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